This roller coaster doesn't seem to stop. With C2 off to camp for the week, and C1 at work all day, this house seems so empty and lonely. I of course could be doing so many projects, oh maybe something like work on getting a job maybe? But I just can't seem to always find the motivation.
C1s back has been killing him for days, so finally we gave in and started hunting around for a new matress- not a fun task- actually it's quite aggravating. But, in some ways I feel like I needed to be doing it. Sometimes making a major purchase helps me get focused. After I don't knwo how many days and stores we finally settled one. It arrived tonight so we'll see in the morning whether the therapy worked out.
I found a little motivation to then make our room look good, and the old bed actually come sin handy in the "guest" room. I was doing OK when it all of sudden made me realize that I WOULDN'T be setting up a baby nursery in the near future. I hate when that emotion catches me off guard.- feeling like everything is OK and then POW- there's that horrible sinking feelign again.
To make myselffeel better I used teh few ounces of motivation in me this morning to pull out some weeds and to get some paint on our porch. Poor, sad porch.
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