unsteady and unsure

Unsteady and unsure- that's exactly how I feel right about now. I know- it's not the most creative name for a blog or a post, but I was on the spot...
I had never even thought much about blogging before- it always seemed like so much work. Besides, who would really want to read about my life anyway? Not so remarkable. So why the change? Becuase in the last year or two MY life sudenly changed. I have spent the lats few weeks reading so many others' stories, that I felt like maybe I could help myself by getting the words out of my head and onto paper, so to speak. And maybe, just maybe, they may help others too.

I am starting this because a month aago, my life came crashing into the craziest turn in the road it ever has. My husband and I lost our little girl before we evcen got to know here. Essie Faith was born prematurely at 23 weeks, and was just too little to make it.